"Mmm..." Hilariously, Emily absolutely pauses to consider his inquiry. Her smile is a tad mischievous, but not maliciously so. "Maybe some of them," she whispers conspiratorially. In all honesty, there isn't many people she vehemently dislikes, not right now. Though there may be some cross contamination from Royce and Alfie.
Except for Zan, of course. She's quite fond of him.
"That's okay," she says reassuringly. "Even if I don't see your amazing mask, as long as you have it, that's what's important. You'll be able to see it. Or feel it, I guess." She smiles some. "You still have to go to the memory tree with me, too. Don't forget. And you can show me. Maybe I can see it there since it's your memory.
"Do you really know about shadows? Can you teach me... like how you taught me to throw the knives?"
His brow goes up even higher as she genuinely ponders the plan for a mass attack on the town. Her answers makes him laugh and flash a wry smirk. She's trouble, that's for sure, but he still can't help but think she doesn't quite know what she's asking for.
"Not shadows," He corrects. "I just understand how some kinds of power work." He mulls on it. Fuck it. He laughs, "Probably because it's not a power that I had. It's a power that I was." And he smirks, because knowing her, she'll probably think that's cool.
"The sword and the mask I want to get? They're both me. And the other me, he can use me and my power, as long as I exist. So, while I don't know exactly how yours works, I could probably take a good guess for you. And... maybe-" Instead of showing exactly what went on in his own life, "-I can show you what it looks like when the other me tries to use what I've got. Sound good?"
Um, absolutely? She thinks that sounds super badass, and her face lights up briefly with interest. He was like a shadow? Like Corvo, in a way, she thinks. Or... something similar, in whatever way Corvo would come and go with the shadows, silent, quick, in jacket and mask with sword and gun.
Yeah, it's badass.
"Okay! That sounds really amazing." She offers him both a kind of smirk and a reassuring smile. "You're really strong and amazing. Even if the other you uses you... I think that's okay. That's what Corvo does. He's Lord Protector, so he would do things for Mother. And now he'll do things for me. Whatever I ask him." Which, thankfully, isn't anything horrific. Not this Emily. Not yet.
The other Emily who smelled blood, though? When I'm Empress, I want them to build two giant ships and crash them into each other. And all the men will drown. I'm allowed to do that, right? Maybe Zan will see that Emily soon.
"I'll keep practicing. And you can help me. I wish it lasted longer... then I could be sneaky."
He laughs in light of her praise. Right now he feels the furthest thing from strong and amazing. "You're the one whose got the power right now, kid," he points out.
He thinks nothing of her future. "It's good he's listening to you. He should. You belong to each other after all." Maybe he'll regret saying things like that someday.
"Ichigo wasn't any good at using my power," he tells her. "At one time he could only wear my mask for ten seconds before it would break. Completely useless. But you know, all it took to get better was the right situation. The right way of thinking." He taps his head with a finger.
"Lucky you, you don't need all that to be sneaky now. You're forgetting something important. You're a little girl, Emily. You can already sneak up on them because they'll all assume the best of you. No one sees a threat in you right now but that's to your advantage." He smirks.
The advice gets a small smile out of her, though it's a bit modest. "Alfie said that, too." About being a little girl, about it being the best kind of trick she could ever pull. It's not often she uses it; thankfully, her needs and wants never cause her to need to pull a fast one on others.
Usually.
"Even Ichigo had a hard time?" Hm. Can relate. She feels a bit better about sucking so badly at wobbling around as a shadow, at it only lasting ten or fifteen seconds at most. "Okay. I'll get stronger. I'll try to find the 'right situation' and the right way of thinking. Then I'll be able to use the shadow better."
"Alfie's one of the smarter people here," He says with a smirk. He doesn't usually dish out bold-faced complements, but when he does, of course it's going to be behind the back.
It's truth, Little girls have to their disposal a powerful tool for trickery. He and Mom learned that the hard way, though he's far from thinking about that now.
He snorts. "Understatement. He didn't improve any more than that in the course of month." That had been a very bad month, and he hadn't even been technically conscious for it. "But," He continues, "You know what did get him to improve fast, after all that? It was finding a reason to actually fight, and then getting right into battle. So tell me, Emily. What do you want to fight for?"
The thing she wants to fight for... She's never actually considered it, not being aware of it anyway. The question surprises her, and it shows on her face. Slowly, she looks around them as if seeing the Meadous will somehow give her the answer she's craving. It has to be something worth it. Something meaningful.
"I want to... fight for myself," she finally murmurs. "I want... to be stronger... so I can fight for other things all on my own. So I won't need saving. So I can save other people instead.
"So no one won't be able to take me every again, and so... what happened to Mother won't happen to me." She lifts her head. "I want to fight to be stronger," she repeats, more sure of it this time.
She's never thought about it. He can somewhat understand. It's not common that sort of thing immediately shapes someone's whole life. Catalysts like that usually come later, and by that time, helplessness might be all someone knows.
His face is impassive, carefully blank while he waits for her answers. Once done, he leans just that little bit closer. His grin grows wide enough to show nearly all his teeth.
"Good answer," He says. "If I were your power, I think I'd be pretty willing to help you along with that."
He stands up straighter. "Lucky for you, I'm already willing as it is! Keep that wish of yours in mind when you use that power. What you want and what your power seeks might not be the same thing, but knowing that will still help you integrate."
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on 2018-11-15 08:42 pm (UTC)Except for Zan, of course. She's quite fond of him.
"That's okay," she says reassuringly. "Even if I don't see your amazing mask, as long as you have it, that's what's important. You'll be able to see it. Or feel it, I guess." She smiles some. "You still have to go to the memory tree with me, too. Don't forget. And you can show me. Maybe I can see it there since it's your memory.
"Do you really know about shadows? Can you teach me... like how you taught me to throw the knives?"
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on 2018-11-16 02:49 am (UTC)"Not shadows," He corrects. "I just understand how some kinds of power work." He mulls on it. Fuck it. He laughs, "Probably because it's not a power that I had. It's a power that I was." And he smirks, because knowing her, she'll probably think that's cool.
"The sword and the mask I want to get? They're both me. And the other me, he can use me and my power, as long as I exist. So, while I don't know exactly how yours works, I could probably take a good guess for you. And... maybe-" Instead of showing exactly what went on in his own life, "-I can show you what it looks like when the other me tries to use what I've got. Sound good?"
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on 2018-11-17 02:27 am (UTC)Yeah, it's badass.
"Okay! That sounds really amazing." She offers him both a kind of smirk and a reassuring smile. "You're really strong and amazing. Even if the other you uses you... I think that's okay. That's what Corvo does. He's Lord Protector, so he would do things for Mother. And now he'll do things for me. Whatever I ask him." Which, thankfully, isn't anything horrific. Not this Emily. Not yet.
The other Emily who smelled blood, though? When I'm Empress, I want them to build two giant ships and crash them into each other. And all the men will drown. I'm allowed to do that, right? Maybe Zan will see that Emily soon.
"I'll keep practicing. And you can help me. I wish it lasted longer... then I could be sneaky."
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on 2018-11-17 04:42 am (UTC)He thinks nothing of her future. "It's good he's listening to you. He should. You belong to each other after all." Maybe he'll regret saying things like that someday.
"Ichigo wasn't any good at using my power," he tells her. "At one time he could only wear my mask for ten seconds before it would break. Completely useless. But you know, all it took to get better was the right situation. The right way of thinking." He taps his head with a finger.
"Lucky you, you don't need all that to be sneaky now. You're forgetting something important. You're a little girl, Emily. You can already sneak up on them because they'll all assume the best of you. No one sees a threat in you right now but that's to your advantage." He smirks.
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on 2018-11-19 05:37 pm (UTC)Usually.
"Even Ichigo had a hard time?" Hm. Can relate. She feels a bit better about sucking so badly at wobbling around as a shadow, at it only lasting ten or fifteen seconds at most. "Okay. I'll get stronger. I'll try to find the 'right situation' and the right way of thinking. Then I'll be able to use the shadow better."
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on 2018-11-21 02:38 am (UTC)It's truth, Little girls have to their disposal a powerful tool for trickery. He and Mom learned that the hard way, though he's far from thinking about that now.
He snorts. "Understatement. He didn't improve any more than that in the course of month." That had been a very bad month, and he hadn't even been technically conscious for it. "But," He continues, "You know what did get him to improve fast, after all that? It was finding a reason to actually fight, and then getting right into battle. So tell me, Emily. What do you want to fight for?"
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on 2018-11-21 05:03 pm (UTC)"I want to... fight for myself," she finally murmurs. "I want... to be stronger... so I can fight for other things all on my own. So I won't need saving. So I can save other people instead.
"So no one won't be able to take me every again, and so... what happened to Mother won't happen to me." She lifts her head. "I want to fight to be stronger," she repeats, more sure of it this time.
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on 2018-11-22 01:33 am (UTC)His face is impassive, carefully blank while he waits for her answers. Once done, he leans just that little bit closer. His grin grows wide enough to show nearly all his teeth.
"Good answer," He says. "If I were your power, I think I'd be pretty willing to help you along with that."
He stands up straighter. "Lucky for you, I'm already willing as it is! Keep that wish of yours in mind when you use that power. What you want and what your power seeks might not be the same thing, but knowing that will still help you integrate."